My Big Leap

I haven't been writing lately which is probably the best time in my life to write. I am currently going through a crazy transition in my life. I have left my previous partner of 2 years and 7 months. Our breakup came as no surprise to me. I was completely prepared for it. I even wanted it. I have just recently moved out of our once comfortable and homey apartment. The comfortableness quickly vanished after our breakup. It has been a ludicrous adjustment. My life is totally different now. It all happened so fast. I have a new apartment sleeping in a new room with one less cat that I had fell in love with, raising him from a kitten. I now have to reach far to turn on my lamp, wake up to a different view out of my window, and not have the sound of someone already being awake roaming through the bedroom in the mornings. Everything is different. I feel like I went to bed one night and woke up the next morning in someone else's bedroom and living someone else's life. For the first time in a long time, I'm alone. It isn't necessarily a horrible feeling, but I struggle with it some days. I'm used to having my best friend (my ex partner) next to me. That is all gone now. The security is gone, the comfortableness, everything. I guess there are new things to be seen and new people to meet. I'm up for the challenge.
I feel that you can get a lot from leaping out of your comfort zone. You can experience things you never thought you would. This was my big leap. I'm excited to see what is coming for me.